Sunday 19 December 2021

The Old Table

To be honest I never felt I would reach this moment, when I would realise that I was older, that the consolation of homemade muffins and artichoke soup would be so powerful. Reminding me of trips in our youth to Canada. 

" Do you want to climb the rocky road? Do you want to know my fantasy? But if you follow me , I'll take the o'er the mountains to the sea and you'll know" Analysis: 2019. Self.

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One winter his dad tried to distill maple syrup in the kitchen. All the wall paper peeled off. But it is these small acts that begin to assume greater meaning when one has left the city for the rural dream. Now halcyon days involve walking over the grape seed fields in summer with the calm high tide at Stiffkey marshes gleaming over a fantasy land.




I sweep the old table with a rather clever brush and tray to catch the crumbs. So many crumbs were gathered by my mother, the previous owner. When I took possession the brush was encased with greasy black grime like the strings on Nelson's lower deck. But it washed up nicely and seems now brand new. The old table is not so easy to clean up. It got stained, but perhaps that is ok. The history of our lives together are imprinted on it and it smartens up well with a lovely table cloth. It also survived a Christmas dinner when I tipped it in a rage, when my brother in law said " You can't have a career and a baby." We didn't talk afterwards for 6 months but we are now the best of friends. The old table is sturdy and stylish, bought from Habitat over 30 years ago. It is to late to replace it.






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